So much for my blogging at least twice a week… that didn”t last long did it?
I am still struggling to find my form, and put myself first above work and committments, and so am failing to plan my meals and exercise sessions….. hence a bigger Dawn than she should be!
I am still making excuses like ….not enough time, stress of work, an annoying business partner who is trying to drive me crazy I’m sure ….. (and I’m not meaning Grant when I talk about business partner).
But at the end of the day, they are just that… excuses!. I am always going to have stress at times, the business partner is not going to just disappear, lol, so I have to make contingency plans or coping mechanisms to deal with all these problems so I can re find that focused motivated girl.
Alison has suggested I need to have a rebirthing for this new girl, as the old one’s not there any more, but I need to think on that one a bit more…. haven’t got all this mind stuff sorted yet, can’t quite get my head around it all.
I think there is a lot buried deep within that needs to surface so I can address it and then get on with living, but trouble is, I don’t know what it all is.
Damian suggested I would know what I am hiding from in regards to the weight I used to carry, but trouble is… I don’t.
There is just so much more than we realise to losing weight, eh. It all seemed so easy at the beginning… lose the weight, and then carry on. But in reality, it is so much more than that….and that is what I am struggling with…..
I am slim, I am eating healthy, and I am fit…… fake it until you make it, says Phyllis.
I will try and find more time to tune more into the challengers and our conference calls and revisit them more often, like I did do on the first challenge.
Take care everyone.
